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2006-07-12, 10:39 p.m.
So I haven't died. Not yet at least. I just don't know what to do with my life anymore. Sometimes fighting is not worth it anymore. However, I'm better at putting on that smile every morning. I don't even know how I do it, sometimes I amaze myself. Everything appears to be fine, but I'm mentally crumbling in on my self. and this time no one is there to help hold it all up.
