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2006-08-15, 10:07 p.m.

"Sometimes I want to fall again. Sometimes it seems falling will save me, but I know that isn't true. Going back is losing, and when losing is winning, death is only winning, but then you've lost completely. Therefore, there is no winning." -dimstar

I wish i could have the strength like her. Except, no matter how hard I try or how much time has passed, I find myself in the same position. And once again, I'm back right where I started, even after a whole year of ignoring it. I've decided I'm going no where in life, and maybe losing is the only way to solve that.

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